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When
the
parties
finish
…
what
happened
to
you
after
…
…
like
what
happens
then?
What
can
you
say
on
the
tape
Darryl?
What
can
I
say
on
the
tape?
…
Spiraling
addiction
was
one
of
em
to
be
quite
honest.
And
that
was
more
because
I
broke
my
neck.
I
totally
deteriorated
over
the
next
few
years.
Morphine
first
and
then
…
other
substances
as
you
can
well
imagine.
But
even
now
I look
at
it,
and
I
think
…
…
would
I
change
how
panned
out?
And
I’m
still
here
but
then
you’d
go
is
it
rose
tinted
spectacles?
Do
you
look
back
and…
but
I
still
…
still
talk
to
lads
that
I
talked to,
you
know,
that
I
went
to
school
with.
I’m
still
friends
we
now,
that
I
work
we
now
and
again.
Was
it
as
good
as
we
believed
it
were?
And
they
all go
no
it were
f******
better.
And
the
thing
is
you
can’t…
If
everybody
thinks
like
that,
it
isn’t
just
you
who’s
wearing
the
rose
tinted
spectacles
and
everybody
I
know
goes…
f******
we
had
it
good.
We had
it
good.
There
could
have
been
different
outcomes
for
a
lot
of
people
but
that
…
I
can
remember
the impetus
at
the
back
end
where
drugs
were
coming
in,
and
people
going…
Oh
try
this,
it’s
a
new
drug…
and
they
were
selling
smack,
speed
and
this
and
that.
And
people
were
getting
drawn
into
s***
that
they
hadn’t
got
a
clue
about
because
they’d
gone
Well
I’ve
tried
this,
I’ve
tried that,
I’ve
been
alright
on
this,
I’ve
been
alright
on
that,
Oh, I’ll have
abit o’that.
And
that’s
what
started
sucking
a
lot
of
people
in…
even
though
there were
a lot of
people
that
were
already
within
that
culture
that
you
knew.
They
were
few
and
far
between,
but
I
think
a
lot
got
roped
in
on
the
back
end
of
it.
And
I
think
that
sorta
were
the
only
light
that
was
bad,
on
the
whole
scene
because
even
even
the
football
hooliganism
n’all
that.
…
…
If
it
hadn’t
developed
from
that…
it
would
have
developed
from
some
other
source
to
get
us
to
where
we
needed
to
be.
I
would
have
thought.
Because
it
could
have
only
had
…
that
emphasis
to
go
up
and
be…
get
into
something
better.
People
were
fed
up
with
licensing
law
n’all
that.
…
…
all
going
home
now
…
done,
dusted.
I
mean,
we
used
to go
Cav
car park
just for
a
kick-off
so
we could
stop
out
a
bit
longer.
Dragging
em
outta
coaches
…
there
used
to
be
15
16
coaches
from
everywhere.
…
They’d
be
coming
from
Newcastle.
Used
to
go…
Geordies
are
in
town
tonight,
we’ll have
a ruck
we
them
because
we’re
bored
with
them
from
over
Manchester
way.
…
…
…
And
that
were
just
part
and
parcel
of
being
…
steaming
drunk
every
Friday
Saturday.
And
to
get
away
from
that
and
then
all
of a
sudden
you’re
in…
I
don’t…
you’re
in
a
realm
where
the
last
thing
on
your
mind
is
raising
a
fist,
an
angry
word
or
anything
…
…
to
anybody,
and
to
go
home
after,
lying in
your bed
and
go…
did
…
…
…
has
that
just
happened
that
night
just happen?
Because
there
was
some
really
really
good
nights,
even
though
they’ve
like
blurred
all
into
one
over
the
years,
but
I
can
definitely
remember
going
home
and
lying on
me bed,
going…
top
sex…
top
night…
what…
and
you
were
just
mind-blown
sometimes.
And
I
think
no
matter
what
perspective
you
look
at
it.
That
would
have
always
come,
because
it
was
destined…
the
change
was
destined,
it was
just
how
long
it
would
take
for
that
change
to
come.
I
think
people
got
to’ stage
where
they
were
sick
to
death of
being
on
tenterhooks
and
going
out.
Suppose
it’s
like
it
is
now.
the
going
…
…
People
forget
how
violent
it
was.
Yeah,
and
I
can
remember.
85
running
from
Bogart’s
in
Darwen,
down’
main
road.
We
a gang
o’lads
after
me,
because
you’ve
been
chatting
one of
their
girls up.
You
used to
need a
passport
to get
into
Darwen
at
one
stage.
It were
like…
Another
lad
I
talked
to
said
I was
going
Hacienda…
first
time,
I was
really
looking
forward
to
it.
And
I
said
tell
me
what
that
was
like…
And
he
said,
oh
we
bumped
into
some
Mill
Hill
lads
and
kicked
f***
out
of
each
other.
Didn’t
even
go
inside.
Then
it
…
like
a
week
later.
That
was
all
done
and
dusted.
Yeah,
and
it
were,
it
was
that
deadening…
that
deadening
effect
of that
ecstasy
landing
that
everybody
…
all
of
a
sudden
you
walk
into…
And you
actually
wanted
to
sit
down
and
talk
to
somebody
rather
than
thinking…
have I
to
jam
this
beer
glass
in
his
face,
which
were
…
…
the
usual
Saturday
night
thing
…
well
if
I’m
gunna,
I’m
gunna
get
done
I’m
going
to
tek
him
out
we
a
glass.
Yeah.
Well,
it’s
interesting
that
once
once
it’s
all
over
with
and
it’s
all
finished…
that
people
don’t
really
go
back
to
that
again
do they?
I
don’t
think.
But
I
think
the state
had
a
lot
to
do
with
that.
I
think
I
think
all this
not
being
allowed
to
congregate,
not
being
allowed
to…
But
what
I
mean,
when
the
parties
are
over
and
everything
else.
You
don’t
go
back
to
fighting
in
the
pubs.
No.
No
because
you
start
you
got
a
different
respect
for
people,
because
you
tek
on
board
the
…
during
that
period
people
got
to
know,
I
can
remember
we
used
to
be
nemesis
of
Mill Hill.
Mill Hill
were
our
nemesis….
…
…
and that’s
just
the
way it
were.
Lads
lads
now
that
I’ve
known more than
30
year,
…
I’m
still
really
good
mates
we
that
are
from
that
neck
of
the
woods.
And
that
wouldn’t
have
changed
if
it
hadn’t
have been
through
what
happened.
It
just
would
not
have
happened.
That
animosity
would’ve
still
been
there.
And
even
…
I
suppose
now
you
can
see
each
other
in
town
and go
here he
is…
that
d*** head
from…
but
now
…
…
they
wander
across
…
Hiya..
not
sin ya
in
ages…
…
now
that’s
that
abiding
thing
you tek
w’ya.
…
how
it
gelled
everybody
together
and
it
didn’t
matter
where
you
were
from.
It’s
like
you can
get
on
Facebook
now
and
go
…
…
and
before
you
know
it
there’s
loads
of
people
going…
Oh,
yeah…
and
they’re
from
every
part
of
town,
…
it
was
very
singular
you
kept
to your
own.
You
were
from
that
neck
o’woods,
you
might
branch
out
a
little
bit
because
you
might
see
a
girl
from
out of
ya’territory.
You
might
wander
in
and
risk
you’re
kicking
off her
brother
for
doing
her
in’
…
middle
of
the
night
or
whatever.
But
that,
that’s
how
we
were.
But
I
can
remember
sneaking
into
estates
n’that,
and
I’m
thinking
I’m
gunna get
leathered
going
home
here,
you
know,
pulling
your
trolleys
up
like
that,
wandering
downstairs
and
going…
I’m
gunna get
a
pasting.
She were
worth
it.
You
didn’t
mind.
But
then
when
you
look
back
you
think…
what
do
you
mean
you
didn’t
mind?
You
were
getting
a
kickin’
…
because
you
fancied
somebody,
and
it’s
stupid.
Yeah,
but
you
took
it
on
board
and
it
was
part
n’
parcel.
I
were wi’
a girl
from Darwen
for
30-odd
year.
And
I
can
remember
going
to
Darwen
and
getting
chased
home
many
time
many
a many…
Oh,
there’s
that
Blackburn
b******
…
…
…
but soon
as
you hit
boundary
they’d
stop.
He’s
back
in
Blackburn
…
…
that’s
that
needing
a
passport
to
get
into
Darwen.
But
if
you
venture
to
Bogarts
…
…
…
…
other
side
of
Darwen.
You’d
a
f******
long
way
to
run
to get
home.
And
if
they
were
chasing
you,
you
better,
you
better
have
your
best
trainers
on.
When
I were
about
15
my Nan
said to me…
I
want
you
to
come
and
help
me love.
I
want
you
to
help me
carry
some stuff.
She
lived
on
Johnson
Street.
I
said…
I
will
do
I
said
where
we
going?
She
said
going to
my friends
in
Mill Hill.
I said
I’m not
going to
Mill Hill.
Are you
mad?
…
I
grew
up
on
Wimberley
but
our
stomping
ground
used
to be
…
Lammack,
Pleckgate,
…
I
used
to,
used to
see
a girl
in
Mill
Hill.
Used
to
go
up
Mill Hill
youth club.
And
many
time
I’d
come out
and get….
bumfff round side of me head..
i’d go what wer’
that for?
because
you’re not
from f******
round here
that’s why…
but
me
girlfriend
lives
here.
I
don’t
give
a
f***
about
your
girlfriend.
F*** off
or you’re
gunna get
weighed in.
That’s
how
it
were.
Such
a
good
description
about
the
mid-eighties
Blackburn.
I
can
map
it in
places
that
I
wouldn’t
go
to.
Me
too.
…
…
…
Monday
Night
Madness
Western
youth club.
Mill Hill
Youth Club.
Pleckgate
Disco,
and
each
one
of
them
had
their
own
firm…
…
…
Yeah.
From
Lammack,
end
of
Openshaw
Drive….
Now
that
we’re
that
were
our
hang
out.
…
Wow,
it’s
a
small
world
isn’t
it
It.
is
yeah,
course
it
is.
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When
the
parties
finish
…
what
happened
to
you
after
…
…
like
what
happens
then?
What
can
you
say
on
the
tape
Darryl?
What
can
I
say
on
the
tape?
…
Spiraling
addiction
was
one
of
em
to
be
quite
honest.
And
that
was
more
because
I
broke
my
neck.
I
totally
deteriorated
over
the
next
few
years.
Morphine
first
and
then
…
other
substances
as
you
can
well
imagine.
But
even
now
I look
at
it,
and
I
think
…
…
would
I
change
how
panned
out?
And
I’m
still
here
but
then
you’d
go
is
it
rose
tinted
spectacles?
Do
you
look
back
and…
but
I
still
…
still
talk
to
lads
that
I
talked to,
you
know,
that
I
went
to
school
with.
I’m
still
friends
we
now,
that
I
work
we
now
and
again.
Was
it
as
good
as
we
believed
it
were?
And
they
all go
no
it were
f******
better.
And
the
thing
is
you
can’t…
If
everybody
thinks
like
that,
it
isn’t
just
you
who’s
wearing
the
rose
tinted
spectacles
and
everybody
I
know
goes…
f******
we
had
it
good.
We had
it
good.
There
could
have
been
different
outcomes
for
a
lot
of
people
but
that
…
I
can
remember
the impetus
at
the
back
end
where
drugs
were
coming
in,
and
people
going…
Oh
try
this,
it’s
a
new
drug…
and
they
were
selling
smack,
speed
and
this
and
that.
And
people
were
getting
drawn
into
s***
that
they
hadn’t
got
a
clue
about
because
they’d
gone
Well
I’ve
tried
this,
I’ve
tried that,
I’ve
been
alright
on
this,
I’ve
been
alright
on
that,
Oh, I’ll have
abit o’that.
And
that’s
what
started
sucking
a
lot
of
people
in…
even
though
there were
a lot of
people
that
were
already
within
that
culture
that
you
knew.
They
were
few
and
far
between,
but
I
think
a
lot
got
roped
in
on
the
back
end
of
it.
And
I
think
that
sorta
were
the
only
light
that
was
bad,
on
the
whole
scene
because
even
even
the
football
hooliganism
n’all
that.
…
…
If
it
hadn’t
developed
from
that…
it
would
have
developed
from
some
other
source
to
get
us
to
where
we
needed
to
be.
I
would
have
thought.
Because
it
could
have
only
had
…
that
emphasis
to
go
up
and
be…
get
into
something
better.
People
were
fed
up
with
licensing
law
n’all
that.
…
…
all
going
home
now
…
done,
dusted.
I
mean,
we
used
to go
Cav
car park
just for
a
kick-off
so
we could
stop
out
a
bit
longer.
Dragging
em
outta
coaches
…
there
used
to
be
15
16
coaches
from
everywhere.
…
They’d
be
coming
from
Newcastle.
Used
to
go…
Geordies
are
in
town
tonight,
we’ll have
a ruck
we
them
because
we’re
bored
with
them
from
over
Manchester
way.
…
…
…
And
that
were
just
part
and
parcel
of
being
…
steaming
drunk
every
Friday
Saturday.
And
to
get
away
from
that
and
then
all
of a
sudden
you’re
in…
I
don’t…
you’re
in
a
realm
where
the
last
thing
on
your
mind
is
raising
a
fist,
an
angry
word
or
anything
…
…
to
anybody,
and
to
go
home
after,
lying in
your bed
and
go…
did
…
…
…
has
that
just
happened
that
night
just happen?
Because
there
was
some
really
really
good
nights,
even
though
they’ve
like
blurred
all
into
one
over
the
years,
but
I
can
definitely
remember
going
home
and
lying on
me bed,
going…
top
sex…
top
night…
what…
and
you
were
just
mind-blown
sometimes.
And
I
think
no
matter
what
perspective
you
look
at
it.
That
would
have
always
come,
because
it
was
destined…
the
change
was
destined,
it was
just
how
long
it
would
take
for
that
change
to
come.
I
think
people
got
to’ stage
where
they
were
sick
to
death of
being
on
tenterhooks
and
going
out.
Suppose
it’s
like
it
is
now.
the
going
…
…
People
forget
how
violent
it
was.
Yeah,
and
I
can
remember.
85
running
from
Bogart’s
in
Darwen,
down’
main
road.
We
a gang
o’lads
after
me,
because
you’ve
been
chatting
one of
their
girls up.
You
used to
need a
passport
to get
into
Darwen
at
one
stage.
It were
like…
Another
lad
I
talked
to
said
I was
going
Hacienda…
first
time,
I was
really
looking
forward
to
it.
And
I
said
tell
me
what
that
was
like…
And
he
said,
oh
we
bumped
into
some
Mill
Hill
lads
and
kicked
f***
out
of
each
other.
Didn’t
even
go
inside.
Then
it
…
like
a
week
later.
That
was
all
done
and
dusted.
Yeah,
and
it
were,
it
was
that
deadening…
that
deadening
effect
of that
ecstasy
landing
that
everybody
…
all
of
a
sudden
you
walk
into…
And you
actually
wanted
to
sit
down
and
talk
to
somebody
rather
than
thinking…
have I
to
jam
this
beer
glass
in
his
face,
which
were
…
…
the
usual
Saturday
night
thing
…
well
if
I’m
gunna,
I’m
gunna
get
done
I’m
going
to
tek
him
out
we
a
glass.
Yeah.
Well,
it’s
interesting
that
once
once
it’s
all
over
with
and
it’s
all
finished…
that
people
don’t
really
go
back
to
that
again
do they?
I
don’t
think.
But
I
think
the state
had
a
lot
to
do
with
that.
I
think
I
think
all this
not
being
allowed
to
congregate,
not
being
allowed
to…
But
what
I
mean,
when
the
parties
are
over
and
everything
else.
You
don’t
go
back
to
fighting
in
the
pubs.
No.
No
because
you
start
you
got
a
different
respect
for
people,
because
you
tek
on
board
the
…
during
that
period
people
got
to
know,
I
can
remember
we
used
to
be
nemesis
of
Mill Hill.
Mill Hill
were
our
nemesis….
…
…
and that’s
just
the
way it
were.
Lads
lads
now
that
I’ve
known more than
30
year,
…
I’m
still
really
good
mates
we
that
are
from
that
neck
of
the
woods.
And
that
wouldn’t
have
changed
if
it
hadn’t
have been
through
what
happened.
It
just
would
not
have
happened.
That
animosity
would’ve
still
been
there.
And
even
…
I
suppose
now
you
can
see
each
other
in
town
and go
here he
is…
that
d*** head
from…
but
now
…
…
they
wander
across
…
Hiya..
not
sin ya
in
ages…
…
now
that’s
that
abiding
thing
you tek
w’ya.
…
how
it
gelled
everybody
together
and
it
didn’t
matter
where
you
were
from.
It’s
like
you can
get
on
Facebook
now
and
go
…
…
and
before
you
know
it
there’s
loads
of
people
going…
Oh,
yeah…
and
they’re
from
every
part
of
town,
…
it
was
very
singular
you
kept
to your
own.
You
were
from
that
neck
o’woods,
you
might
branch
out
a
little
bit
because
you
might
see
a
girl
from
out of
ya’territory.
You
might
wander
in
and
risk
you’re
kicking
off her
brother
for
doing
her
in’
…
middle
of
the
night
or
whatever.
But
that,
that’s
how
we
were.
But
I
can
remember
sneaking
into
estates
n’that,
and
I’m
thinking
I’m
gunna get
leathered
going
home
here,
you
know,
pulling
your
trolleys
up
like
that,
wandering
downstairs
and
going…
I’m
gunna get
a
pasting.
She were
worth
it.
You
didn’t
mind.
But
then
when
you
look
back
you
think…
what
do
you
mean
you
didn’t
mind?
You
were
getting
a
kickin’
…
because
you
fancied
somebody,
and
it’s
stupid.
Yeah,
but
you
took
it
on
board
and
it
was
part
n’
parcel.
I
were wi’
a girl
from Darwen
for
30-odd
year.
And
I
can
remember
going
to
Darwen
and
getting
chased
home
many
time
many
a many…
Oh,
there’s
that
Blackburn
b******
…
…
…
but soon
as
you hit
boundary
they’d
stop.
He’s
back
in
Blackburn
…
…
that’s
that
needing
a
passport
to
get
into
Darwen.
But
if
you
venture
to
Bogarts
…
…
…
…
other
side
of
Darwen.
You’d
a
f******
long
way
to
run
to get
home.
And
if
they
were
chasing
you,
you
better,
you
better
have
your
best
trainers
on.
When
I were
about
15
my Nan
said to me…
I
want
you
to
come
and
help
me love.
I
want
you
to
help me
carry
some stuff.
She
lived
on
Johnson
Street.
I
said…
I
will
do
I
said
where
we
going?
She
said
going to
my friends
in
Mill Hill.
I said
I’m not
going to
Mill Hill.
Are you
mad?
…
I
grew
up
on
Wimberley
but
our
stomping
ground
used
to be
…
Lammack,
Pleckgate,
…
I
used
to,
used to
see
a girl
in
Mill
Hill.
Used
to
go
up
Mill Hill
youth club.
And
many
time
I’d
come out
and get….
bumfff round side of me head..
i’d go what wer’
that for?
because
you’re not
from f******
round here
that’s why…
but
me
girlfriend
lives
here.
I
don’t
give
a
f***
about
your
girlfriend.
F*** off
or you’re
gunna get
weighed in.
That’s
how
it
were.
Such
a
good
description
about
the
mid-eighties
Blackburn.
I
can
map
it in
places
that
I
wouldn’t
go
to.
Me
too.
…
…
…
Monday
Night
Madness
Western
youth club.
Mill Hill
Youth Club.
Pleckgate
Disco,
and
each
one
of
them
had
their
own
firm…
…
…
Yeah.
From
Lammack,
end
of
Openshaw
Drive….
Now
that
we’re
that
were
our
hang
out.
…
Wow,
it’s
a
small
world
isn’t
it
It.
is
yeah,
course
it
is.